Monday, August 22, 2011

Ian Ehrhart - Intro

Born March 13, 1991, I was named Ian James Ehrhart. Son of a drunk mother and a father she never let come around, I grew up quickly. She divorced my father when I was four and remarried when I was 7. Her latest husband is an Evangelist named Eugene.



Living through an abusive childhood makes you tougher on an emotional scale at the very least and as a result of this abuse, I have sought to meet people with non-violence if it is a possibility.



When I turned 8 years old, we moved out of the country to Togo, Lome (a little country on the western coast of Africa) and spent two years there where I learned to appreciate the little that was given to me in life. Here, I also learned that an overwhelming number of Americans took far too much for granted.



After 2 years in Togo, we spent a year in Fukushima, Japan, where we lived with my great aunt, Yoshiko Iji. Yes, that makes me a quarter Japanese. Unfortunately, with only a single year of Japanese under my belt and no reason to practice, the language has all but left my mind. But after Japan, we spent two years in Dublin, Ireland, followed by a year in Berlin, Germany, then two years in Nassau, Bahamas.



What I have come to learn is that I utterly hate living in America because the majority of Americans disgust me. But nevertheless, circling all the way back to my first point, I try to see everyone in the same light and greet them politely, treating them with non violence as long as possible.



My life has made me what I am (that's an obvious statement) and that is a Satanist (not Luciferian; if you don't know the difference, do the research) and a Thelemite, an insomniac, an artist, and a prisoner of hope.



One final thought before the abrupt end: I hate my name. I always have. My friends, though they are few and far between, call me J or Panda.

9 comments:

  1. It seems that you have come through a lot. Seeing that you are still here and have made it, I respect you as a person already. I think it is very interesting that you have traveled to different countries as a young person. I enjoy reading your story and pray that things will continue to get better for you.

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  2. I'm sorry to hear about your rough upbringing, but it's always great to see someone who comes from such a crazy past to achieve things like an education. :)
    Keep your eye on the prize, and I wish you the best of luck in all you endeavors.

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  3. Woah. So first off I also had a rough upbringing because my mother and my father fought a lot and sometimes it got physical. That being said, I would like to know some of the outlets you had as a kid, mine were video games and loud music. Enough of that. I would love to go any one of the countries you got to live in. It must have been exciting and exotic.

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  4. My family has been traced back all the way to ireland and i have heard it is a nice place to visit.Also i respect the fact that you believe in something and are not afraid to hide it even in the face of antagonism

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  5. It's good to hear that you are stumbling forward in life! Good for you! Why did you move around so much growing up? Was your mother's husband a missionary?

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  6. I am sad you hate your name!! I absolutely LOVE the name Ian but to each their own I hate my name too!! Only women 56 and older share my name... who knows what my parents were thinking. What you shared about your life was very interesting to me. I came from an Irish, Italian very dysfunctional family myself. Abuse then repent!! It seems to me that though you have had a hard start you have been introduced to many wonderful things that have broaden your prospective. I slightly share your view on American culture... I am often disgusted with certain aspects.

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  7. Ian, I am a bit jealous of you. I would love to see all those places you have lived in. We definitely need to play some magic sometime. Do you know that there are some people that play over in ICE first floor by the testing center? I really like how up front and honest your introduction is. Hope you have a good semester.

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  8. Well although u may not consider me your friend, I can truly appreciate your position on life and hope you will allow me to call you Panda. Having been molested as a child I can empathize with your situation. And although I have never lived outside of the US, I tend to feel that Americans are greedy, selfish, and spoiled people who live under a blanket psychosis of God, Jesus Christ, and a book called The Bible. Best of luck in your future endeavors.

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  9. Your Tough!! its been a wild trip for you very interesting story tho!

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